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English | I attempted suicide months ago This is a message to all of those who are considering suicide months ago I was extremely depressed I had no motivation to do work or be around those who love me After months and months of sadness and lack of hope I told my friends that I was going to commit suicide and I headed for my car... |
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English | When people ask why you want to be dead The fuck do I know I can give you a million answers to that question that don't even answer it Just let me be dead |
French | J'ai besoin d'aide Je suis suicidaire et je n'ai personne vers qui me tourner Ma vie est tombée en morceaux au cours des derniers mois J'ai une fille d'un an qui ne me cause aucun problème, et pourtant je veux mourir pour arrêter la misère Je sens que je n'ai pas de travail et qu'il est préférable de tout mettre fin à ... |
French | Je n'ai absolument pas envie ou besoin de continuer, donc je pense que c'est probablement ce que je suis plus étranger à la dépression ou à la tentative de suicide, mais la plupart du temps, j'ai échoué et obtenu une étincelle artificielle de la vie pour continuer à me presser comme un coup de caféine, ou je suis resté... |
French | Tout cela semble bizarre comme si c'était sur le point de se terminer au-delà de mon niveau de freinage Rien ne semble réel Tout est D et clair, c'est la seule façon dont je peux le décrire, j'ai peur et je ne veux plus ça, je veux y retourner. |
English | I don't think my thoughts are a mental health issue Everything you read everywhere you go they will tell you these feelings are a result of mental health issues I am fully aware of my situation Yeah I had my share of tragic moments growing up Whatever I also know the mistakes I've made I understand my perspective on ho... |
English | I've started to get happy at the thoughts of my suicide Like I've had suicidal thoughts for ages now, and they used to make me feel like shit Then I just had a sudden realization that maybe I should be dead and the whole reason I am feeling like this all the time is that I am meant to be dead After that I started to fe... |
English | I m so tired I just need to vent I have no one to talk to about this and I feel so alone right now I feel so powerless and weak right now I feel like I have no voice but honestly even if I did I don't think anyone would give a fuck i m tired of my life and always hearing negative things about me from my family i don't ... |
French | Je pense à la meilleure méthode de suicide depuis quelques semaines et pour l'instant la méthode de choix est les somnifères Pouvez-vous me dire quelle quantité de pilules est suffisante pour faire le travail |
French | L'accent mis sur la prévention du suicide au lieu des problèmes de base montre que d'autres ne se soucient vraiment que d'eux-mêmes La société déteste le suicide comme la plupart des gens dans la société deviennent très tristes quand quelqu'un meurt, et ils doivent reconnaître que la société ne se soucie pas des person... |
English | Why can't I be successful Why can't I successfully kill myself I've done so many things tried so many times why has it never worked once literally just today I tried to hang myself and I passed out and woke up on the ground The rope snapped Fuck everything |
English | HElppGuys I took tablets of Tramadol and I am having a bad trip vertigo blurred eyes etc how can I stop this shit |
English | I just don't trust myself to be alone right now I don't know what I'm doing anymore and right now I feel like the problems that I'm having are just trivial, but I still feel awful and don't think I should be left alone right now |
English | I'm at the end of my rope and I'm only I'll make this quick because it really isn't that complex I have a chronic illness called POTS syndrome and CFS causing me to feel tired groggy and like I have a fever and can't focus almost I've seen over doctors, and they all concluded I will just have to live with it the best I... |
English | Darkness I've seen the true darkness inside myself and let me tell you It's fucking horrific I've been this way since I was maybe and its only continued to get stronger throughout my life, but now I sense that it's coming to a furor I know I should just kill myself it's the only way to fix what's wrong with me, it's th... |
English | What is your reason for staying I need more reasons to stay and not kill myself when I feel this low |
English | I did not kill myself tonight I don't want to die sometimes I crave a pause button Everything was overwhelming me it was coming at me from all sources some form of stress even the people I usually went to they were contributing without knowing all they want to do is help A six-hour panic attack which is worse than anxi... |
English | I am so sad for my dog love her so much I promised her i d never leave her and I lied |
English | Countdown to the end journal night three Hello to anyone who might take the time to read this I know this is a cloudy little corner we're in Not many come here it's not the most social place and that's ok I've only got three technically two days to go and i m not going to let the lack of human contact dampen my spirits... |
English | non-stop thinking have no friends don't care about anyone and everyone who I care about hurts me in some way or another I feel like I have become what I hate the most and can't stop thinking about it |
French | Je viens de descendre un verre de whisky, donc si mes mots semblent bizarres, blâmez le whisky que je voulais mourir depuis un moment. Je ne peux pas le faire. Je ne peux pas le faire. Je ne peux pas m'écouter. Je ne me soucie pas de mon mari. |
English | Goodbye again m here again to write a post that supposedly is my last I'm tired of doing this so many times But actually every time feels like the last time and I wish it was I hope one day I'll say that it's the last time, and it actually will be I hope today is this day I feel guilty about leaving the people that I c... |
French | Je ne peux pas dormir J'ai trop peur Et si un jour je fais accidentellement une erreur Et je m'excuse encore et encore, mais les gens ne me pardonnent jamais C'est presque comme si je voulais juste aller au lit mais j'ai trop peur qu'un jour cela se produise et que personne ne m'aime à nouveau |
English | Goodbye It is always my fault I will never be good enough I just know I won't And it will never get better Why every time it starts to become better things always have to turn upside down My mom acts like she hates me She hates me for my dad She won't even talk to me, I can tell that I am an utter disappointment to her... |
French | Je ne vais pas le faire, mais j'y pense beaucoup Depuis quelques années maintenant, si j'ai pensé à un mauvais souvenir ou à la façon dont j'imagine mon avenir, je vais involontairement marmonner que je veux me tuer, mais récemment, j'ai ressenti une étrange compulsion d'écrire une note de suicide, je pensais que je me... |
English | I want to die and I'm not afraid to kill myself I just don't want to do it alone Sounds a bit selfish to want someone to die with me yet that's how I feel If I had someone to make a pact with me, I wouldn't fucking hesitate to put a bullet in my head |
English | Whiny teenager doesn't know where to start Muumuu Okay I should probably begin this by stating that I'm only and I know that I haven't experienced any significant hardship We live comfortably I haven't lost anyone close to me where lost is a euphemism for death I haven't experienced abuse or anything like that I have a... |
English | don't international kill your self just have a crippling drug dependency and mix opioids and Bezos and alcohol and if it didn't kill ya then ya just had a good time and if it did ETH WTF is wrong with my thoughts lol |
French | Je suis en train de traverser une rupture terrible Meh tellement comme de mauvaises relations abusives longues rapidement Je pensais que j'étais guéri, mais cette relation s'est terminée très vite et brusquement et ils m'ont beaucoup isolé de tous mes amis et m'ignorent jusqu'à ce qu'ils bougent tous parce que je voula... |
French | Je n'utilise pas une cause jetable, je ne sais pas, je suis ton voisin amical, énervé, un enfant de treize ans qui veut se tuer malgré le fait que je demande constamment aux gens de ne pas le faire, je ne sais pas, je pense que je suis une bite, parce que je suis, j'ai fait le tour de ce sous-marin. |
French | Quelqu'un s'il vous plaît aidez-moi à ne pas savoir quoi faire d'autre C'est bien ici Ils ne s'arrêteront pas S'il vous plaît |
French | C'est un adieu que je ne pars pas encore mais quand je le ferai tu seras capable de trouver ça je me sens engourdie je me suis blessée pendant les dernières années je pense au suicide depuis des années je suis encore très jeune, et je me sens mal d'avoir ces sentiments je ne devrais pas penser de cette façon, mais c'es... |
French | Je veux y mettre fin Quelle est la meilleure chose à consommer qui me tuera dans mon sommeil |
French | Si mon père n'était jamais venu aux États-Unis illégalement, je ne serais pas né Fuck you papa Juste une pensée, j'ai déjà mon suicide prévu pour ce mois d'octobre, mais bon sang, il m'est venu à l'esprit que mon père n'était même pas censé être en Amérique, il a été déporté quand j'étais je ne devrais vraiment pas êtr... |
French | NE PAS MOURIR Vous avez tout le temps dont vous avez besoin Douleur tristesse tout cela s'en va C'est ce qu'on appelle l'accoutumance Je veux dire essayer et essayer à nouveau Ces tentatives seules sont des réalisations en elles-mêmes |
English | I'm feeling lost and have no clue what to DOI m and I don't know what to do any more I used to have dreams hobbies happiness goals and a purpose to keep trying for a better life But now I don't I have a little problem with social skills I don't know how to express my feelings into words to communicate with the others e... |
English | Physician heal thyself First off I work in healthcare and it s reached the peak for me at the start of the new year All the naive has been beat from me Nothing is going to get better about this system I came in with ideals and self-preservation in mind I can help people and save lives maybe even spark change and I will... |
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French | En espérant que je gèle à mort ce soir Wind chill le met en dessous de zéro Fahrenheit Devrait le faire ou au moins me paralyser je vais prendre un téléphone paralysant s sur le point de mourir Il sait le jeu Espoir que je suis assez intelligent pour suivre son exemple |
English | Updatesit s all happening again in my head i m sitting downplaying a video game when these stupid thoughts come back how the hell do I make them go away I had an amazing day today and I know i m not crazy about this whole ordeal I just want it to all stop I want to think normally without these thoughts creeping back in... |
French | Tout ce que je veux est d'être reconnu comme l'enfant que je suis Juste parce que j'ai vécu des années ne signifie pas que je suis automatiquement un adulte Le mot adulte est une construction sociale de toute façon qui est définie par ce que nos législateurs sentent Pourquoi ne puis-je pas être juste un enfant Cela me ... |
English | Pretty sure my best friend is sleeping with my recent ex-girlfriend who I still care about Thinking ending it all I should probably use a throwaway account but fuck it I don't really care anymore About a month ago me and my girlfriend broke up We had been dating for a year it had been going really well The occasional a... |
French | C'est très dur pour moi de faire à peu près n'importe quoi et encore plus difficile de me sentir bien à propos de n'importe quoi Je sais que je suis quelqu'un qui a le contrôle sur moi est une bite, et il ne me fait pas me sentir mieux Les gens disent que vous avez une si bonne vie si je ne suis pas heureux parents il ... |
English | Everything worth living for is overly goals this year were to live to Halloween and get through soccer season My soccer season just ended Halloween is almost here I lost all my friends my family doesn't support me I m in the wrong body I can't cut everything has gotten worse school sucks and I've been hospitalized time... |
English | I just had my family over and I've never felt so alone I can't get better I can't stop being the controlling mean unsympathetic person I am I don't know why I'm like this my siblings have such personality and there's just something wrong with me, I know they couldn't care less about me, I don't even blame them My situa... |
English | I want to die because of how ugly i amid fucking disgusting my face looks disgusting I've had people discuss me on the bus when I walked on and talked about how if they looked like me they'd get plastic surgery I've had my friends tell me I'm ugly without me prompting them once I rested my head on a table when I was bo... |
French | Je ne m'attendais pas à être ici depuis longtemps Je n'ai jamais envisagé d'agir sur l'une de ces pensées que je suis et j'ai été déprimé pendant des années et dans ces années, je n'ai jamais eu des pensées de suicide, évidemment Tout le monde avec la dépression ne devrait pas être la voix je suppose mais pas une fois ... |
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French | J'ai fait mes devoirs pendant des heures, j'ai tout terminé, mais à quel prix mon bonheur, mon sens de l'accomplissement, ma santé mentale Je ne peux plus en prendre Chaque jour Je me demande comment je me suis convaincu de vivre un autre jour Je ne peux pas être invité à faire face à la dépression et à rester éveillé ... |
French | Quand je pense que la vie va mieux, j'ai des médicaments et des trucs mais merde arrive et me donne un coup de pied à nouveau, je pense honnêtement mourir est tellement mieux que d'être sur les médicaments pendant une longue période juste pour me sentir heureux à nouveau, j'ai fait des programmes de TCC en ligne, mais ... |
English | I take the train to work everyday I usually always contemplate just jumping in front of it I'll probably never do it but it calms me knowing I can Depression is crushing my soul today Holding back the tears is extra hard this morning if there truly is a God I'll never understand why this God of ours created millions an... |
English | Stress Is Killing Me haven't had suicidal thoughts for a long time Stress is killing me I feel dumb because I'm very fortunate I was lucky to get a well paying job I am lucky enough to afford school And I met an amazing woman who is now my wife It's hard juggling school and work My work is very fast-paced and exhausts ... |
French | Ce soir, c'est la nuit où j'ai raconté mon histoire sur ce sous-marin des centaines de fois. Mon jeune frère s'est suicidé. Ma vie est devenue incontrôlable et la seule personne qui m'a tenu à la terre a rompu avec moi et a baisé quelqu'un une semaine plus tard. |
English | Just need to put this out m y Old been depressive since but I always managed to be ok In the last year or so living on my house was getting impossible and since I lived in a small city it was hard to get a job good enough to move out So months ago i took a risk and moved to a bigger city a have some friends and family ... |
English | I just got an eviction notice never wanted to kill myself more Title I totally deserve it I am a mess I can't clean after myself and the place looks like a fucking mess after the time I've lived there I wish it didn't come to this I guess this was just the last drop that tipped me over the ledge I can't focus I can't e... |
English | It's me again Sorry I have no one to share this with it's about my girlfriend she's the only one who I can trust, but I don't want to worry her or to put pressure on her and I don't trust my family or friends to ask for help We have been together for about years and few months and now she's my entire life But over the ... |
English | Tried to overdose on clonazepam last nights you can see I'm still here I guess it wasn't enough and now I'm just left sad and disappointed |
French | J'ai perdu mon sens de soi Chaque jour, je sens que ma vie n'est pas la mienne, j'avais déjà un but à un moment donné et ma vie avait l'impression que c'était la mienne de vivre, mais maintenant je me réveille, groggy et dissonante, j'essaie différentes formes de thérapie d'auto-assistance. |
English | I have no meaningful relationships life isn't for everyone Don t assume I m laity shy and tell me to put myself out there I do that already Don't assume in some disgusting entitled low life person I don't demand people be my friend etc. It's hard to judge your own character, but I certainly try hard to be a good person... |
French | Tout est si ennuyeux et fastidieux et terne et cliquez sur Il se sent comme un cycle encore et encore et encore, je ne peux pas rompre avec le cycle, je peux le modifier, lire des livres, faire la fête, mais la futilité éternelle reste et c'est tellement ennuyeux, je ne veux plus |
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English | I need help I had a long message written out before that I lost Is anyone out there willing to talk I have Skype and Discord and I just need someone to listen before I work up the nerve to follow through |
English | I'm a slave Distant parents Lost my fucking year fiancé Lost became distant with friends Slave to the military Introvert antisocial and impulsive behaviors no one wants to deal with Debating taking a rope to my neck and hanging myself in my walk in closet Trying to talk to other women but I'm just getting ghosted by ev... |
English | HOW COME WHEN EVERYONE ELSE HANGS THEMSELVES CONE WHEN EVERYONE ELSE HANGS THEMSELVES THEY PASS OUT IN SECONDS AND PEACEFULLY DIE IN MINUTES BUT WHEN I FUCKED DO IT ITS EXCRUCIATING AND I NEVER PASS OUT AND FUCK OFF I CAN'T HAVE FUCKING ANYTHING WHILE EVERYONE ELSE HAS EVERYTHING |
English | Had a life and everything that entails lost it due to medical mistakes and after years of suffering and being alone I just want out But as you all know that is easier said than done I had a great career was super healthy and fit had a beautiful and smart fiancée who showed me she loved me every day then when more and m... |
French | Les personnes souffrant d'anxiété de santé hypocondriaque sévère paniquent au sujet des maladies les plus rares chaque jour comme la rage et CD Je m'inquiète tellement de la rage que j'ai considéré le suicide pour être libre de mes pensées obsessionnelles Je vis dans un pays avec seulement des cas domestiques de rage A... |
English | READY My mom killed herself as I get older I think about me ending my own life sometime soon I have a yr old Son and even that doesn't stop the urge I'm all about ready I want to be out of this world and end the nonstop PAIN |
French | Est-ce que quelqu'un d'autre a juste une envie tenace de se tuer pas pour une raison particulière que vous pourriez |
French | Retour ici encore Mon cœur est juste si lourd Parfois, je souris vraiment j'aime regarder des émissions de télévision comédie Je vis pour elle chaque semaine de nouveaux épisodes de la communauté moderne de la famille South Park Cali pournication C'est quelque chose pour me garder J'ai une semaine parfaite parce que je... |
English | What would I for years That's the biggest thing sometimes What am I supposed to do Work Marry Kids I'll work whatever it's possible someone will tolerate me enough to marry I doubt I'm infertile But what would I really do Say I'm home honey Ball with the kids Life was never fun or happy to live wish I could skip to the... |
English | What are your reasons for wanting to die Writing a suicide note is too hard So I'm writing a poem with my reasons of wanting to die instead Failure no love sadness I will contrast their counterparts for what I sought success love happiness and why I couldn't attain those things This makes me wonder what are your reason... |
French | J'ai tout prévu Je ne peux tout simplement pas suivre Et vous maintenant ce qui est vraiment foutu à ce sujet Je n'ai personne J'ai de la musique et c'est tout Si l'un de vous voulait juste me parler, je serais éternellement reconnaissant |
English | Y o depressed male here I'm seriously considering ending it all this week I'm tired of feeling alone I'm tired of feeling sad I'm tired of hating myself I m such an irredeemable piece of shit I just want to rest forever |
English | I'm so scared m not even sure what to write Suicide has been on my mind again Today I cut myself I carved the word loser onto my thigh That's what my parents called me this morning I have actively tried to kill myself before but ended up in the hospital instead Right now I just feel apathy I'm so apathetic that I reall... |
English | Well guess now s the TimeDoc t know why I'm writing this since it sounds like a cry for help and makes me look even more pathetic I guess you could say that I'm just here to give the story behind why I'm going to end it all and the reasons Pardon my subpar writing since it's early in the morning and I haven't slept all... |
English | I guess I'm just wrapping things up now I don't really know what more to add Sometimes that just be how like it is |
English | Reasons To Kill Myself I have just failed my class and extremely upset I'm transgender and can't live with this any more hardest one I have social anxiety I have obsessive compulsive disorder I'm always depressed I'm not healthy at all I hate my family I don't have any friends I have no talent or purpose in life I've n... |
French | Je me souviens très bien avoir pensé que dans mon adolescence, je ne pensais qu'à ces pensées, je serai parti quand vous direz que ça va mieux. Je vois que j'ai eu une enfance horrible. Mes parents avaient des enfants dans une chambre. Nous n'avons pas mangé. Je n'ai jamais brossé nos dents et rarement baigné. |
English | The Thrill of Living is Gone m at the point where it seems all my life is trekking through the boring and monotonous Every now and again i ll get blindsided by something horrible I don't look foreword to anything any more days just seem to blend into a blur of time I realize I'm depressed the lack of emotion I feel mak... |
English | Life s a sick joke Life s a sick joke I want to talk to my friends about my issues but not only can I not articulate what's on my mind due to it being a mess, but they also have lives and it's unfair to throw this burden on them, I have close friends who i ve shared countless deep secrets with, yet I just can't bring m... |
English | If I die and get reborn I hope I cone back as a cloud No problems No social anxiety No vile folk No corporate ladder race No horrible humans Just sailing through the skies |
English | Tomorrow is the day or tonight Love you All and I wish you luck Many Max |
English | The depth of my sadness is immeasurable and my continued existence is torture I just want the sweet release of death One day |
English | Can someone message me I desperately need to talk to someone It s been a long process I feel very close to killing myself I don't know if it's worth it feel afraid and I'm shaking |
English | A tragic ballad my life m in tears as I type this post My world has always been a sinking ship My flaws making me sink into the darkest depths of seas kept afloat by little patches for some time Lately I feel the patches have been too weak to keep me buoyant I don't have love I see people all around me finding love and... |
English | I have a doubt If I Kill myself using a cop s gun Will the Cop suffer Any consequences |
English | I don't know why I feel this way think about killing myself every single day In fact multiple times a day I don't know why I've got Good friends great grades I've got a loving family and anything you might want But I still feel like shit I don't know why I have gotten this feeling that life is pointless I will study fo... |
English | I Can't Do Anything Right and It's Too Late to Fix Anything Now ve basically been a failure most of my life I never had a lot of friends my performance in school dropped drastically after elementary school I've never had a girlfriend I've been obese for as long as I can remember I can't focus on anything for more than ... |
French | Comment puis-je continuer à être un survivant d'abus sexuel de l'enfance L'agresseur était quelqu'un de proche de ma famille que j'ai encore à voir sur une base régulière Comment j'ai encore à voir mon ami J'ai commencé quand j'étais probablement âgé et je suis allé pendant des années Jusqu'à ce que je n'ai jamais dit ... |
English | Woke up after passing out I suck at even killing myself So about minutes ago I tried to hang myself I had done all of my research thought I d done everything right but I still managed to fail at it like everything else in my life After passing out I woke up in a panic not unlike that of waking up from a horrible nightm... |
English | I don't have the guts to end it all Life is absolute hell I hate it here I don't have any reason to I have a nice family I guess and more than most people could ask for When I think of that it just makes me feel guilty for not having enough dopamine to function properly I've struggled with on and off self harm since th... |
English | Days ago my suicide failed The past days I have been desperately trying to figure out why I am alive and I'm just floating here I feel like a corpse with a heartbeat I was so calm and genuinely thought I was slipping away and now I'm here with neck bruising and numbness What do you do when you feel like surviving was a... |
English | In the middle of another low I don't see why suicide would be a bad thing in my case In a shitty college with shitty people and I don't have the motivation to make myself feel better by joining clubs and finding new people I am on antidepressants, and I am seeing a counselor I'd like to have a discussion about why kill... |
French | J'ai un rendez-vous pour moi-même, vous savez une date de mort que j'ai décidée, mais ce n'est qu'en août, j'ai donné cette merde comme des jours, puis quelqu'un m'a dit que j'étais d'accord quand je suis déjà en train de regretter, je sais que les gens autour de moi sont louches, je sais comment cela finira, je ne sai... |
English | I'm not sure what to say Its just constant pressure and bullying from my family I'm the youngest of at years old with older sisters and an older brother everyone says that siblings will be siblings but it s at the point where I'm constantly put down by them every day It's constant physical verbal and emotional put down... |
French | Je redoutais aujourd'hui C'était la pire année de ma vie et j'ai failli ne pas être ici Les gens ici ont été gentils et solidaires et c'est merveilleux de lire des commentaires ici de tout le monde s'entraider et prêter une oreille attentive à écouter Je ne suis toujours pas dans un bon endroit et il y a encore beaucou... |
English | Sorry to be a bother saw how many people are posting on here, and I realized that me posting on here is probably more of a task than a choice but seeing as I'm already writing I might as well finish This isn't a cry for help This is where I'm posting my note because I plan on overdosing, and I don't want people finding... |
French | Je veux juste mourir Tout ce que je pense c'est mourir et je ne peux pas me permettre d'obtenir de l'aide Tout me stresse et tout ce que je fais c'est dormir J'ai des cauchemars à chaque fois que je dors et je pleure la plupart du temps IDK quoi faire |
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